A Long time

Why does healing have to take such a long time? One week I am doing great. The next I am doing horribly. Needless to say, this week is a beginning of an emotional week for me. I should still be pregnant right now. I should be able to feel the kicking of little feet, the sound of a little heartbeat on the ultrasounds, but I don't. I long for another child. A sibling for Camille. Someone to play with. She loves babies so much. I want to hear loud laughter of many voices going through the house. But I am not pregnant, and there is no baby.



Well, not an uplifting post, but how about I leave everyone with a picture of my beautiful girl?



Loves

jenn