Tired

I am tired all of the time! I can't complain, though! This is what we wanted. I can't wait to go to our first appointment!
It is amazing that Camille's second birthday is coming up! Wow where does all of the time go to? I will get some more pictures posted as soon as I can remember! That has been my problem lately. Remembering things! LOL
I hope all is well in the blogging world!
jenn

Yes, as a matter of fact...

We are pregnant! I know, crazy, ecspecially after the last post that I did. But it is so true and so good. God is so awesome! Medically speaking, I ovulate a whole week later then most. Anywho I am so excited and can't wait to tell you about the first doctor appointment we will have on
April 2.

No other really exciting news. I am nauseous a lot and tired all of the time! But that comes with the territory.

Loves!
jenn

The Long Road

My thoughts have ran here and there as I began typing this. I have not blogged about our most recent hurdle because, quite frankly, I haven't felt like putting it down on paper (or blog!). But now it is time. :)
So most of you that are reading this are probably so in the dark! What is she talking about? I have been struggling with infertility for a year now. How could I be struggling with infertility when we already have one? Well after much reading and research, it is called "Secondary Infertility". It is when you can conceive one just fine, but then after that it is a struggle to get pregnant.
Yes we have been trying to add to our snoodle family. Yes we know that the kiddos will be really close together, although not as close as what we originally would have liked. And yes, I want lots of kids! :)
I have to admit that at times I have felt defeated. I mean, all I ever wanted was to be a mom to many. Our Camille is such a joy and a pleasure to have. She lights up my world. I miss her when I am not with her. So why not add more to the fun mix!
So we started trying, which is the fun part of getting pregnant! And every month a negative. Every month frustration. And these past coupel of months I finally let myself cry.
Through all of this I found myself drawing closer to God. God has been showing me so many things through all of this. That I am a good mom (yes the thought struck me that we couldn;t h ave more children because I was a bad mom. Yes I know that is a lie!) That He loves me so much and that He has not forgotten me. That He loves fullfilling the desires of our hearts! So many things...
So we will continue to wait and pray and believe that God is taking care of everything and that eventually we will have another baby snoodle.
Loves~jenn